彷彿是午後，依著離職程序單上列出來的項目整理該繳回的雜物和文具，把配戴在左胸口的服務證摘下來放在桌上。想了想，還是掏出相機留下了最後一張影像。猛然有些恍惚：我幾乎都還記得換領服務證的那天，分行經理笑笑喊過我，驀地遞出新的證件，溫言叮嚀「用普通證件照片辦的舊證，記得要還我喏」。
那天，我把新證件別在胸口，心頭緊緊的。
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- Sep 01 Mon 2008 02:35
The Last Day
彷彿是午後，依著離職程序單上列出來的項目整理該繳回的雜物和文具，把配戴在左胸口的服務證摘下來放在桌上。想了想，還是掏出相機留下了最後一張影像。猛然有些恍惚：我幾乎都還記得換領服務證的那天，分行經理笑笑喊過我，驀地遞出新的證件，溫言叮嚀「用普通證件照片辦的舊證，記得要還我喏」。
那天，我把新證件別在胸口，心頭緊緊的。
- Aug 16 Sat 2008 01:08
延遲發作症候群
十五六歲的時候讀過一本有趣的書，書名叫《別鬧了，費曼先生！》，對其中一段印象非常深刻。
費曼參與核彈研究，與妻子阿琳聚少離多。阿琳因為肺疾住進醫院療養，病勢凶險；然而病榻之上她仍然不減俏皮靈慧，和費曼大玩密碼信遊戲－－費曼所在的羅沙拉摩斯實驗室警備森嚴，出入信件都要檢查，兩人偏用密碼寫成有字天書，折騰得檢查人員人仰馬翻。1945年，阿琳病篤；夫妻二人儘管鶼鰈情深，卻難敵長期生離與病魔肆虐，終於死別。
- Aug 06 Wed 2008 23:20
It's the end - Faith and Passion
Faith and Passion.
They're the most important things in working. Lost them, everything's not going to be fine.
從今天開始，要一直記得，在工作中不可以失去熱情和信念；對於自己所做的每一件事情要能勇敢而開心地負完全責任。不可以再抱著聽命而為，責任不在我的這種蠢想法，否則我永遠、永遠都會是停滯在原地的傻瓜。
大破而後大立！要有這種決心才可以。
They're the most important things in working. Lost them, everything's not going to be fine.
從今天開始，要一直記得，在工作中不可以失去熱情和信念；對於自己所做的每一件事情要能勇敢而開心地負完全責任。不可以再抱著聽命而為，責任不在我的這種蠢想法，否則我永遠、永遠都會是停滯在原地的傻瓜。
大破而後大立！要有這種決心才可以。
- Jun 21 Sat 2008 03:14
Gathering
My friends and I had a gathering yesterday at dinner time.
We've known each other for about 1 year. It's the training program that put us together. We are now all in different department / division / branch of the company, but we do have something in common - that is, most of us had entered this firm with great ideal. Some of us quitted our original jobs, turned other offers down, in order to get in here and build our career.
But I guess now we are no more those pure newbies. We're still hard-working, but we've already lost our belief. We will never be that enthusiastic anymore. I don't think I'd be capable of reasoning the result, but I can tell it's not us that are kind of easily-giving-up people. WHAT'S THE REAL REASON THEN?
I got back home, thinking of those days spent at the HR center, and that firm belief that pushed me to drop out from school and quit my last job, couldn't help but burst out crying.
We've known each other for about 1 year. It's the training program that put us together. We are now all in different department / division / branch of the company, but we do have something in common - that is, most of us had entered this firm with great ideal. Some of us quitted our original jobs, turned other offers down, in order to get in here and build our career.
But I guess now we are no more those pure newbies. We're still hard-working, but we've already lost our belief. We will never be that enthusiastic anymore. I don't think I'd be capable of reasoning the result, but I can tell it's not us that are kind of easily-giving-up people. WHAT'S THE REAL REASON THEN?
I got back home, thinking of those days spent at the HR center, and that firm belief that pushed me to drop out from school and quit my last job, couldn't help but burst out crying.
- Jun 18 Wed 2008 01:43
Sleepless in TP
Stupid title. It's nothing like Sleepless in Seattle; I'm not the Meg-Ryan-type woman. It's just... I'm kind of exhausted but I can't sleep.
- Jun 16 Mon 2008 23:56
Be Brave!
It was like hell having such a day as the beginning of a week.
I got extremely tired owing to one whole sleepless working night. I tried to do my best but can't help complaining secretly, well, since they always ask me / us to schedule everything properly and leave MUCH time for "the authority" to make their decision, how come they themselves always hand out the task at the last minute?
It's no big deal, though. That's job, I know. I can take that if other things go well.
But they just don't.
One of my mates who were in the same team with me while being trained sent a mail to the whole team, telling that he's going to quit the job at the end of June. He's not the only one who decide to leave recently. I've already lost Ding, who entered EB division with me last December. Probably I'll lose more mates in the near future, for sure, if the situation goes on.
Having a really bad headache and being tired and shocked somehow by the news, I walked into the restroom, tried very hard to stop my tears. Still I'm not brave and mature enough - perhaps I never will be THAT brave and mature - to let go of everything and everyone that I treasured so, so, so much.
I'm the one, who's afraid of being abandoned but always be. I'm so exhausted and upset now but no one will really listen. No one would really know.
I got extremely tired owing to one whole sleepless working night. I tried to do my best but can't help complaining secretly, well, since they always ask me / us to schedule everything properly and leave MUCH time for "the authority" to make their decision, how come they themselves always hand out the task at the last minute?
It's no big deal, though. That's job, I know. I can take that if other things go well.
But they just don't.
One of my mates who were in the same team with me while being trained sent a mail to the whole team, telling that he's going to quit the job at the end of June. He's not the only one who decide to leave recently. I've already lost Ding, who entered EB division with me last December. Probably I'll lose more mates in the near future, for sure, if the situation goes on.
Having a really bad headache and being tired and shocked somehow by the news, I walked into the restroom, tried very hard to stop my tears. Still I'm not brave and mature enough - perhaps I never will be THAT brave and mature - to let go of everything and everyone that I treasured so, so, so much.
I'm the one, who's afraid of being abandoned but always be. I'm so exhausted and upset now but no one will really listen. No one would really know.
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