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Once I thought I'm quite a person that cannot enjoy being alone. However, God's really wise to have given me chances to prove that I can survive somehow. I've got a ex-boyfriend who had been too busy to be my proper company. After breaking up with that guy, I've got YT who's always willing to be with me, yet he has been studying in some schools out of Taipei area for almost 7 years.

Environment and time can even train a pig to fly - oh, don't shake your head. Evolution is always playing trick on us, isn't it?

The exam was quite different from the one of the first week courses.

Shall I explain the testing system first... On Monday mornings we've got to take exams, which contain the content of the former week. No kidding, it's kind of hard - I myself had been an undergraduate student in NTU, and then was a graduate student of TMU; yet I swear, these exams are surely much more threatening than those I'd taken at school. I've studied for the whole weekend - well, ok, I went out with YT, my man, for one movie and dinner at McDonald's. It only took me 5 hours or so, and I burned the mid-night oil till morning on Monday - but I hardly failed.

One who fail to pass the exam will only have one chance to make up - fail again, then you'll get FIRED.

Though I DO feel sorry for those who failed, I still can't help smiling till now. It's really a blessing that we've got the exam results today, and none of my teammates got less than 70 - which is the line between pass and fail. Under so much different pressures, I feel really happy on knowing this and almost hugged the one sitting next to me. XD


I'll try to study harder because I'm not really satisfied with my stupid score. All those practice and study will surely take me a lot of time, please wish me good luck, friends.

Surely I don't have to restate the terrible days here. Er, probably not that terrible but I'm really exhausted having SOOOOoooo many classes everyday.

The other day I'd written an article on my personal board, which is on ptt2.cc, which described my detailed daily life here in the L&D center. One of my old friends, Arlo, made a comment - "oh well, you're spending days even more intensive than we had while in military service!"

It's true.

Whatever. I am glad that I've learned lots of things on banking. I'll do more writing (like this murmuring and, well, some really stupid but important THESIS) while being home this weekend. May God bless me and all of you, my beloved ones!

From Land Bank just then.

I'm kind of... feeling sorry, though I'm not quite sure for what or for whom. Probably it's because I've decided to take a way, which will surely be very different from what I had expected. Maybe.

Tracing back the day on which I've got the exam result, well...

We've always got to make really difficult choices. The older I am, the stronger the feeling be.

I'm not unhappy but I'm not happy either.

Well. This article is going to be written in English owing to my being lack of time. So I'm going to describe the longest week in my life (well, at least till now) with poor English.

下午從活大出來，一路沿著椰林大道漫步走到校門口；開心地看見兩周前還光禿禿的一號館門前，流蘇已經笑得花枝顫顫的、顫顫的。小小風兒在枝頭上跳他兩跳，就搖下大串大串亂七八糟的銀屑。我停下腳步來，惱著難以用我不牢靠的記憶記憶這一樹新鮮的春天；一個走過的遊客卻也佇足……